My Dear Christopher,
I just wanted you to know I was thinking of you today. I went to Walmart to finish up my Christmas shopping. I didn't get that accomplished. I walked around aimlessly looking at stuff, and ended up buying 2 pairs of cute little slipper socks for Alexia. She loves them. I just wanted you to know that it doesn't feel like Christmas really. Not for me. I hope you are having a wonderful holiday season. I hope you enjoy your Christmas, and don't have the sad feelings that I have.
But I also want you to know how much you are missed on the holidays. I have no Christmas spirit this year. I have your gift, still in the box it came in, sitting in the middle of my kitchen table. Joshua has asked a couple of times if we will be able to see you for Christmas. It breaks his heart to hear no. He really misses you, too. It's hard on all of us, not being able to see you. But it's okay. We will see each other again some day. Hopefully real soon.
I am tired, and really need to go to bed. I have to be at work in the morning. But I just had to take the time to write to you and tell you that I LOVE YOU!!! So very much.
With all my heart,
Mama Vikki
Friday, December 14, 2012
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Letter 1
My Dearest Christopher,
I was supposed to be able to see you yesterday, but once again someone is keeping us apart. I thought about you all day. I think of you every day, but a lot more on the days we are expected to be able to see each other and can't. I wonder if you are doing okay. I wonder if you know that I would have given anything to be able to spend the afternoon with you. I miss you so much.
I watch Joshua and Alexia play and think how nice it would be if you were here. When I have Jeremy here and see how much Alexia and Joshua love him, I know they would love you just as much. I think of being able to just say "I love you," without someone listening.
I want you to know that I never gave up on you. And I never will. One day I will be able to tell you that. One day you will have answers to your questions. Hopefully one day you will have peace.
I love you Pooh Bear.
Always here,
Mama Vikki
I was supposed to be able to see you yesterday, but once again someone is keeping us apart. I thought about you all day. I think of you every day, but a lot more on the days we are expected to be able to see each other and can't. I wonder if you are doing okay. I wonder if you know that I would have given anything to be able to spend the afternoon with you. I miss you so much.
I watch Joshua and Alexia play and think how nice it would be if you were here. When I have Jeremy here and see how much Alexia and Joshua love him, I know they would love you just as much. I think of being able to just say "I love you," without someone listening.
I want you to know that I never gave up on you. And I never will. One day I will be able to tell you that. One day you will have answers to your questions. Hopefully one day you will have peace.
I love you Pooh Bear.
Always here,
Mama Vikki
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